Sunday, April 17, 2005

just a couple of points...

...first... re: my blog and comments

... if you don't comment when you come here you will be automatically deleted and banned...

.........................lol....... ok maybe the first point isn't exactly correct... so ... umm how about i insist you comment?... no no ... ok how about i beg... yea that's it... c'mon talk to me... please please comment and i'll... umm... i'll do whatever You want me too... yea that's it... course you'll have to actually be in my bedroom to make me do whatever You want... ooh i'm getting wet just talking about it... anyway i'm not an online slave which brings me to my next point nicely...

second... and this pertains to my being on cam naked and in the rooms...

... i go in the rooms and spread my legs so everyone can see my c*nt or my t*ts because it turns me on and makes me really wet... i love hearing how hard You are and what You would like to make me do if You were here... if You can see my c*nt i don't mind being told to spread wider or spread my ass cheeks for You... i don't care much for being told to show You my t*ts if my c*nt is on cam and vice versa... i will not show my face in the rooms either...

.... i'm an exhibitionist among other things...

...as i said though... i am not an online sub/slave... i have had enough experience online and in real life to know that online does not work for me...
................the threat of discipline, actual discipline and being physically forced is a huge part of what works for me and that cannot be real online... You can argue with this point but it will not change the fact i am not an online slave and i am not looking for an online Master or Mistress... i am not being disobedient when i don't obey You online... You are not my Master...

...having said that i will have to say that i have an online Master... He is smart enough to know that He cannot expect from me what He would expect in real life were W/we together... He believes that if W/we did live closer W/we would probably be a good match... but W/we don't... so W/we are friends... and He makes suggestions to me regarding what He would like me to do for Him... such as masturbating in the rooms or posting pics etc... and He sometimes explains to me what would be expected from me were W/we together... He understands that online doesn't work for me the same way real life does... which is why i call Him Master...

..if You think You might live close to me and want to talk about something real life then let me know... :)))

.......one other thing... i cannot possibly watch your cam when i am in a room masturbating... i very likely cannot answer your pms either... it's not that i don't want to but i may as well not bother going in the rooms because i can't masturbate and cum if i'm too busy trying to shut down other people's cams, move people's requests to add me/them to a friend list and answer pm's...

.........if You pm me and talk nasty to me i'll be paying attention to You... if You want me to add You or want to talk etc can You do it after i cum please?

... well thank You for reading this.... i hope it helps explain a few things... i am not here to p*ss anyone off... i just want to have fun and i can't always talk to everyone even though i would like to... hugggs.... :)

............mmm i'm all wet again... think i'll have to go show off my c*nt and cum... :D

2 Comments:

Blogger ミス・イギリス said...

but don't you feel degraded by doing all that?

Sunday, April 17, 2005 11:52:00 AM  
Blogger masters_lil_slutty_grl said...

.. umm no not really.. no one is making me do it.. it's my choice.. it turns me on.. i'm not saying i'm normal or that it's healthy.. it probably isn't.. it's my way of escaping just like others escape into drugs...and it's highly likely it's related to childhood sexual abuse... and being brought up in a very controlled environment..

...but it is what i choose at the moment.. i'm really tired of trying to be "normal" and live up to other people's expectations of what is right or wrong right now.

... in fact i consider it a f*cking miracle that i'm single and there isn't someone in my life making these decisions for me...

Sunday, April 17, 2005 3:44:00 PM  

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