... today and tomorrow...

~~~~~~ had a good day... procrastination was minimal :D .. that's like f*cking amazing... i'm the queen of procrastination..

.....got a few stupid little things done that have been picking away at my head stressing me out... but would i do them? ... noooooooo...

..it's because my Master has been around alot.. i think...

.....i was telling my vanilla bestfriend about it tonight... weird how it works.. it's not like He told me to do this stuff.. it's just like a side effect of being around someone dominant.. or maybe all the attention... i dunno... my gf asked me if it was because i liked being able to go back and tell Him..."hey i did this and this..blah blah"... i laughed at that... she thought i was laughing cause what she said was stupid but i was laughing cause i think she came pretty close to the truth.. she has a pretty good understanding of how i work these days...

~~~~~~ tomorrow night i'm supposed to hook up with a sexy little boy i met last month.. 27yr old mech engineer.. we hit it off the moment we started talking... dunno why really.. just one of those rare occasions these days where i really enjoyed one person.. vanilla to boot... we talked alot online and for hours on the phone for a few days.. haven't had that happen for a looooong time..

... the time we spent together in real life was .. ummm .. absolutely amazing and quite unexpected.. we agreed we wouldn't have sex the first night we met... yea weird eh for someone who's slept with at least 50 people and 95% of those in the last year..

..... we were supposed to watch a movie... which we sorta did.. but we started fooling around almost right away.. we cuddled and kissed on the couch and he had his hand down my pants for the first half hour... my pants came off after that... but that was all that came off..

.. it really sounds quite boring to write about... but omg i haven't been that turned on in a couple years.... well ok there was once or twice but those were really perverted things... :D~~~ ... anyway you know where you kiss someone and it just feels so f*cking hot you could like do it all night? ... it's like something you see on tv.... omg he was so f*cking turned on it was driving me nuts.. i dunno why he was so turned on....

..... in the end we were laying on the couch kissing like we'd never had sex in our entire lives.. his cock in my hand i jerked him off till he came all over the front of my shirt.. f*ck i don't think i've seen anyone that turned on since my last longterm bf ...

.. i kept my distance after that night... he was busy and i don't like getting too hooked into someone too young to pursue anything with.. i don't like getting too hooked into anything these days... i run at the first sign someone might be able to hurt me.. as much as i want what i had a couple years ago.. i'm not willing to risk being hurt that badly again..

..... speak of the devil.. he just texted me... :P ... looks like i will be seeing him afterall...