..you masturbate for two f*cking hours on cam...

and they still aren't happy..man oh man. there's just no making some people happy. i need a life. i need someone to come in and take control of this insanity.

thing is i'm ok if i decide i have to do it myself. i use everything i have and know to make it happen. but..the minute i start thinking someone is going to walk in and rescue me i give up trying to do it for myself and everything gets nuts.