Well...
made the phone call to the guy yesterday. Gonna go get my stuff sometime in the next few days. I guess the one nice thing is he's totally ? non confrontational so he's back to treating me like a good buddy which is fine. Not that he has been treating me like anything else since he broke his leg. Anyway, makes the whole thing easier and i don't have to worry about running into him in meetings and feeling weird about the whole thing.
It sure did feel good for a second. Oh well. It lets me know that there are other men out there that have the self control to lay in bed with a woman and not have to f*ck her. I'm so stuck on that cause of my psycho ex. It's probably not a good thing. Anyone with that much control is probly a major control freak. On the otherhand i never want to be in a relationship again where i get emotionally abused cause i prefer not to have sex one nite.
I suppose if i really think about it i have met at least one other guy before psycho exbf that could do that but i wasn't in love with him so it's easy to forget. He was subbie too. Come to think of it i suspect so was exbf. I could be looking for a subbie control freak not a controlling Dom... ha!!
Saw the 18yr old recently. I think he's 19 now. Figured wtf i guess. Can't say it totally turns my crank. He's too passive and young. Well i shouldn't say too young. I've ran into some pretty Dom young guys that were alotta fun.
He talked me into f*cking him in the ass. That doesn't really do anything for me either but it was kinda like.."if i f*ck you in the ass will you f*ck me in the ass?" Kind of a win/win situation for him eh? lol. Oh well, it worked.
I'm not much into the strap on thing. Kinda hard on your back when you're a girl and not used to f*cking someone like that. So i just f*cked him with it and sucked him at the same time. He slept over. I was surprised. I'm always thinking he's gonna get into trouble from his parents.. lol. He wouldn't have got his ass f*cked in the morning if he hadn't though so i guess he was happy. I don't like it anymore when f*ck buddies sleep over but i've known him awhile so i don't get all paranoid he's gonna tie me up and kill me while i'm sleeping. :P I sleep like a rock.
It sure did feel good for a second. Oh well. It lets me know that there are other men out there that have the self control to lay in bed with a woman and not have to f*ck her. I'm so stuck on that cause of my psycho ex. It's probably not a good thing. Anyone with that much control is probly a major control freak. On the otherhand i never want to be in a relationship again where i get emotionally abused cause i prefer not to have sex one nite.
I suppose if i really think about it i have met at least one other guy before psycho exbf that could do that but i wasn't in love with him so it's easy to forget. He was subbie too. Come to think of it i suspect so was exbf. I could be looking for a subbie control freak not a controlling Dom... ha!!
Saw the 18yr old recently. I think he's 19 now. Figured wtf i guess. Can't say it totally turns my crank. He's too passive and young. Well i shouldn't say too young. I've ran into some pretty Dom young guys that were alotta fun.
He talked me into f*cking him in the ass. That doesn't really do anything for me either but it was kinda like.."if i f*ck you in the ass will you f*ck me in the ass?" Kind of a win/win situation for him eh? lol. Oh well, it worked.
I'm not much into the strap on thing. Kinda hard on your back when you're a girl and not used to f*cking someone like that. So i just f*cked him with it and sucked him at the same time. He slept over. I was surprised. I'm always thinking he's gonna get into trouble from his parents.. lol. He wouldn't have got his ass f*cked in the morning if he hadn't though so i guess he was happy. I don't like it anymore when f*ck buddies sleep over but i've known him awhile so i don't get all paranoid he's gonna tie me up and kill me while i'm sleeping. :P I sleep like a rock.
posted by masters_lil_slutty_grl at 8:30 AM
1 Comments:
This "fuck" buddy is coming over in October by the looks of it...and he wants it raw.
SM
Post a Comment
<< Home