conversation with a friend............

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
hi

sluttygrl says:
hi

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
hey you

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
how are you

sluttygrl says:
pretty bad day

sluttygrl says:
how are you

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
pretty bad day why?

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
im aight

sluttygrl says:
psycho ex ... again *sigh*

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
what happened?

sluttygrl says:
saw him about a month ago i think

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
yeah...we talked since then...you had sex with him.....and hadnt heard from him since

sluttygrl says:
he logged on msn last night

sluttygrl says:
i asked him to talk to me

sluttygrl says:
he logged off

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
why

sluttygrl says:
won't answer phone

sluttygrl says:
etc etc

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
you need to ignore him

sluttygrl says:
same today

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
forget about him

sluttygrl says:
i know...i know

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
move on...

sluttygrl says:
i know

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
remember....he wasnt the nicest guy to you

sluttygrl says:
it's insane

sluttygrl says:
i know

sluttygrl says:
*sigh*

sluttygrl says:
i'm so stupid

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
he is not a guy you would want around your girls.

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
and i know you know all this.....

sluttygrl says:
very true

sluttygrl says:
i'm deleting everything


sluttygrl says:
everywhere he knows me i'm deleting

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
so just like smoking.....drugs....alcohol.....

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
move on....leave all that stuff behind

sluttygrl says:
i know.. zero tolerance..he's gotta go

sluttygrl says:
no dabbling

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
nope

sluttygrl says:
i've been fucked for a month since i saw him

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
i know its easy for me to say...and you have to actually do it...but look.....

sluttygrl says:
i'm listening...

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
look where you got yourself to

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
your nursing again....clean.....

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
you put your life back on the important list

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
you have lots going on now...and you have made it all happen

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
think about the success story behind all this really?

sluttygrl says:
you're right

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
where you came from...how low shit got in your life.....and now how your life has changed so much more for the better

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
your now nursing and have other people to take care of....you have people relying on you with their lives....thats pretty amazing

sluttygrl says:
*smile*

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
seriously think of all that you have gone through and done to get to where y ou are now

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
it has been a huge long emotion journey...but you made it.....

sluttygrl says:
yes it has

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
you have your own place...your on your own....you have your kids.....and your able to live

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
self supportive....thats been along time for that

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
you gotta be pretty proud of yourself.....

xxxxx@hotmail.com says:
like really