...kid's dad.....

.....went to see kid's dad tonight just to make sure he wasn't dead. he hasn't been answering his phones so we weren't sure if he'd died or was just ignoring us or having one of his f*ck off and leave me alone moments.........

..turns out none of his phones are working. it didn't seem a bit strange to him that he hadn't got a call in 4 days. i'm surprised he was in such a good mood considering how he musta thought no one loved him anymore.

.....i'm glad he was kewl. i hate it when he gets all nasty on me.

..i fixed his phone while he made supper for us. good trade. i can't cook and he can't fix sh*t. probly cause he always cooked for me and i always fixed his sh*t.

.....smartest guy i've ever known, amazingly successful professionally and he couldn't change a f*cking light bulb. well alright i lie, he learned to change light bulbs in the last few years since i been gone.

..it's funny how something can drive you crazy cause you've never experienced what it would be like to live with the total opposite. well G*d got me back and good when i was with exbf.

.....i'd never been with anyone that could fix stuff and put things together till i met him. he helped me put some furniture together one night and i'm trying to tell him what to do and being the control freak that he was he's freaking at me...lol...in the end i just let him be and we only had to take apart a couple bits cause he doesn't read instructions. gave me a new appreciation for kid's dad who i could order around...lol.

..then there was the whole driving thing. kid's dad is so laid back driving he's usually going under the speed limit unless he's going through a playground zone in which case he usually gets a speeding ticket. exbf is 2 feet off the guys bumper in front of him at all times whether he's doing 50 clicks or 120 clicks an hour and swearing every 2min at everyone else on the road. i went awhile without saying something. it was really stressful being in a vehicle with him. eventually i told him i couldn't take it anymore and he stopped. just like that. i'm still not sure if he was that in control of himself that he could just stop or if it was a subbie thing. he always told me if there was anything i didn't like to tell him and he would change it.

.....anyway, damn, i have to get some sleep..i gotta stop this 2am crap.....oops forgot i told Master i wouldn't do this anymore