...i got f*cked last night... :)))))

G*d i was like suicidal yesterday aft and outta the blue i hear from biker boy..my fave boy. actually he's the only one i'd like to date and the only one i truly enjoy having sex with. he's so f*cking sexy in those f*ckin biker leathers..mmmm..mmmmmmm.

he's vanilla but i'd date him for sure. he's probably one of the few vanilla guys who could talk me into a normal, healthy relationship. i met him when i was in my prude mode and just starting to see my last Master who was hardcore into the slave thing. biker boy tried to talk me out of it, probably cause alot of it was freakin me out.

sex with him is so awesome. it's like relationship sex if that makes any sense. it's really hot but it's..i dunno..i like kissing him.. just like i like kissing someone when i'm in love with them and it makes me wet and incredibly horny just kissing them. most of the guys i sleep with i have no desire to kiss..it's just a f*ck.