...then he spread my ass cheeks and slid his...

just kiddin.

man i feel crappy..like physically..not in my head this time..well in my head but not like i'm losing my mind, wanna go jump off a bridge in my head. i think i forgot to take my pills yesterday. it's gonna be fun coming off these pills and i think i will pretty soon. i can think of more than a few things to spend 200 bucks on. insurance doesn't cover them because they are considered "lifestyle" drugs. ha..they stop me from wanting to puke up my food when i start thinking i'm too fat. yea that's a lifestyle most would rather not partake in.


apart from this headache my head is doin real well actually. had a great weekend. hung with all my straight buddies. well ya know..straight as in don't use..don't use mind altering substances.


they're all totally f*cked as far as anything else goes which is why i luuuuuuuuv them so much..they're just like me.


it's so great for getting my head back where it needs to be. finishing up my assigments this week didn't hurt either. i'll have a little break from uni pretty soon.


ummm i'm sure i came here to write about something else..oh well...sex maybe? g*d if i don't get some soon i'm gonna have to write about the 50 guys i was with last year. i'm so f*ckin horny right now. computor guy is looking pretty good right about now. hmmm even subby boy. guess it depends if i want a quick hard f*ck or my c*nt licking for an hour..mmmmmmmmmm.....maybe both?