Masturbating

i completely forgot how much it hurts to masturbate with nails this long.


..course..some of you sado types would probly like that idea.


when i masturbate 2 or 3 times a day it can start to take me longer to cum, which i hate btw, but add a little pain and it can take even longer. makes for a rather mind blowing orgasm though.


f*ck i'm making myself horny. i don't have time to masturbate, i need to get to work on my school projects..grrr.
i think SM started it with that..

I would certainly enjoy seeing you get emotional from being completely bound and helpless...

..comment. mmmmmm G*d that makes me horny.


the first Dom guy i was ever with used to spank me so hard He'd make me cry. G*d it was such a turn on among other things. i had no idea until that time how BDSM could work for me in real life. it had always been masturbation material up until that point.


it's the non-consensual feel of something that turns me on. i didn't understand how that could work in real life. i was always looking for nc porn..stories,vids,pics. then He came into my life quite by accident. i didn't hang with a D/s crowd online, well not much. it's difficult to be around people in the lifestyle when it's something you crave but can't have. even now i find it somewhat painful because i don't have that in my life. anyway, He used to find it amusing to see if He could get the attention of girls like me online living in the insanity and spotlight of the vidchat rooms on a daily basis. He was persistent and eventually got mine.


W/we met and were instantly obsessed with each other...

i gotta continue this later..i need to do some school stuff.