..my little boy toy was over..

i dunno how i get talked into these things. well ya i do now..read post below this one. i talk to him on msn. he asks about coming over. i say yea. he asks for addy. i give it to him not realising he's thinking tonight. i tell him no my kids are home, i haven't showered since i worked out, it's 1am, blah blah. we musta gone over it 12 times.

sanity prevails and i tell him a final no. won't do it. not right. kids home etc. f*ck i've wanted to see him soooo bad since that first time we met. he came over and we watched a movie..well tried to..we were fooling around on the couch for like two hours. was like bein in high school. it ended with me jerking him off all over the front of me on the couch. f*ck i hadn't been that turned on in forever. it was like that whole thing i call relationship sex. it was so good and i loved kissing him too.

funny, outta all the men i've slept with there's only two i feel truly comfortable with and got off on kissing them. well there might be one or two others but outta 50-100 that ain't that great.

anyway, he asks if he can phone. i was so damn tired i wondered why i agreed to that but we used to chat alot on the phone for hours till i got all weird and frustrated cause he was always too busy with work and stuff to get back over here. then i did what i always do with guys i like that just aren't getting with the program..i leave them totally alone and frequently delete them.

the only reason i started talking to my second fave lil boy was cause i noticed he'd deleted me..lol. i'm like wtf..i may delete you but you don't f*ckin delete me..lol....self centered little subbie bitch that i am.

we talk on the phone tonight and within 5min i'd agreed to let him come over..sheeesh. he says he hasn't had sex since he was with me last time. holy f*ckin sh*t that was longer than biker boy went. i dunno why they'd lie about it..no one else does. if they've f*cked someone else they tell me. i don't always like it..ha!..but it's not like we're dating or anything.

so he comes over. just before he gets here i notice one of my rodents has escaped..man. he licks my cunt and fingers me for like an hour. i get a bit freaked out after that long cause i start feeling guilty and sh*t. although you finger me for that long and i'm gushing everywhere and he's like loving it and i'm begging him to f*ck me for real.

i think he was worried he'd f*ck me and cum in 5 seconds and he was right..lol. still i can't complain..i've wanted to see that boy again for quite awhile..so i'm a happy slut.

mmmmm my two favorite boys within 2 or 3 days of each other..gotta love that.