f*ck..who am i kiddin..
i'm ready to go jump off a f*ckin bridge. i dunno if it's cause i'm spending too much time online.. or cause i need to cry and i won't let myself..not for more than a few seconds while driving on the f*ckin freeway anyway..or cause my really good friends online seem to all have disappeared..at least the ones i feel closest to. maybe they're not friends. maybe that is the problem. i have friends that would be there for me everyday if i would stop running away and looking for some stupid rush.
guess it's time to stop all this nonsense and go find the people that really care about me..(sigh)
G*d they must wonder where the hell i am. not that it would be the first time i disappeared off the face of the earth.
f*ck and i wonder why some people do that to me..it doesn't even occur to me that i do the same thing..just not to the people that do it to me.
well i think i'll head to bed. f*ck brushing my teeth, f*ck me, f*ck it all.
guess it's time to stop all this nonsense and go find the people that really care about me..(sigh)
G*d they must wonder where the hell i am. not that it would be the first time i disappeared off the face of the earth.
f*ck and i wonder why some people do that to me..it doesn't even occur to me that i do the same thing..just not to the people that do it to me.
well i think i'll head to bed. f*ck brushing my teeth, f*ck me, f*ck it all.
posted by masters_lil_slutty_grl at 10:12 PM
2 Comments:
I'm sad to see that you are so distraut caile. you are fighting a good fight little one...don't stop. It's true what they say, winner never quit and quitter never win. If the online thing isn't for you...then it isn't. We will all certainly miss you. But you need to maintain your focus...focussing on getting you life back on track and taking care of them two angels you have. There are folks here that care about you as well, believe it or not. I've been missing you as well. Take care and be well caile. SM
thx SM..huggs
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