Big M

just thought i'd mention you're really falling behind in your commenting responsibilities. as for the rest of you..well we won't even talk about you lurkers..sheeeeesh. :P

Research

Michael, R. et.al, (1994) SEX in America: A Definitive Study. New York: Little Brown & Co. "Once again contradicting the common view of marriage as dull and routine, the people who reported being most physically pleased and emotionally satisfied were married couples...The lowest rates of satisfaction were among men and women who were neither married nor living with someone -- the very group thought to be having the hottest sex."

polls

thanx to those of you who continue to vote in the polls. i find it quite amusing for some reason to see the responses. i'm not that hard to please.. :)

boy..never a dull f*cking moment..

ok well maybe the last few weeks have been dull..

last time i posted i was about to f*ck the young Dom guy. he came over once and spanked me and had me suck him off..had me trying on different lingerie for him and crawling around on the floor naked etc. hell when i saw the size of his f*cking cock i was wishing he would f*ck me. what a surprise that was. just a small guy too..'bout my height..slim build..but huge cock. anyway, probably won't see him again which is a shame cause i would really would have liked to f*ck him.

then i went vanilla for awhile. i started 'dating' a guy a little bit younger than me. yes..DATING!! it was like all normal and stuff..went for coffee..did dinner the second time..f*cked the third. grr i just can't stay out of bed. anyway, i'm sorta still seeing him. i can tell he will never be the next great love of my life but it does feel kinda good to be with someone that truly wants to be with me and not just to f*ck me.

so now.. the latest developments..

a friend of mine online started paying me for vid sex. not sure how that got started. i've only done it a few times and to be honest i'd have to make a lot more money to do that on demand.. more than i'd want to do it in real life.. well just as much anyway.

i'm not sure where the idea came from. my friend who pays me for the vid has been teasing me about being my sugar daddy so maybe that is where i got the idea. anyway, i decided to try and find one..a sugar daddy. took me all of a few hours. someone just happened to message me. someone alot older and way too married for me to usually spend any time talking to them much less sleeping with them.

today i spent 45min with him and he gave me a few hundred bucks..wow that was way too f*cking easy..let me tell ya......details to follow later.