Hmmm...

SM... talk about disappearing off the face of the earth... where the hell have you been? ;)

Haha Big M... thanx!! :D

Well i don't know how many times over the last few days i've said... if he ain't in the f*cking hospital i'm done. Guess what? He's in the f*cking hospital!! No sh*t... he broke his leg at work... lol... it's not funny but what are the f*cking chances of that????

Thank g*d i've had alot of practise restraining myself cause i only left two voice mails and one email... and none were psychotic.

Sooo everything is kewl and he still likes me ALOT... lol... so i guess we'll see where this goes. Course being the f*cked up addict i am... his disappearance has made me want him really badly... which for me might be a good thing cause i'm so scared and guarded with men that want to date me i push them away. Now i've gotta be careful i don't scare him away... :P