well i guess life was just getting too damn tame and i figured i'd spice it up a bit. Not really sure how i ended up where i am. Where am i? Ummm hanging with married guys. Now when the f*ck did i start thinking that is a good thing??

Lets see... the one guy is kewl... a 20 something little computer wonder boy with an iq topping the scale. F*ck that is such a turn on to me. He's a hot little boy too which didn't hurt.

The other guy i'm not going to say too much about cept he lives with his girl and reminded me a lot of my psycho exbf.

I met each of them one time. Wonder boy got the blowjob of his life. It was fun being with him. We've become fairly good friends of sorts and having sex with someone i actually know is a rare thing for me.

The other one well i had become pretty good friends with him as well and we met and had sex. As it turned out i didn't want to see him again nothing to do with the sex. It was fine. Well that didn't go over to well and my friend has turned into hacker boy.

He's flipped out big time. He reminds me soooo much of my psycho ex. Man what was i thinking? I shoulda ran the other way but nooooooooooooooo... i just had to reach out and touch the flame just to be certain it would burn for the tenth time... :PPP

I've had to change all my nicks and anything else he associates with me. He's found me on one new nick already and not a whole lot i can do about the text messages to my cell for now. It's just unbelievable how psycho he's got about it all. We haven't known each other that long. He threatens me in such a way that anyone else would think it was harmless.. but i know when he reminds me that he knows where i live what he's telling me. He likes to put an LOL in just about everything so it looks like a joke.

So that's that.. fucked two guys in a month and one is already threatening to kill me... faaaawck... lol.