Bulimia

It's taken me more than a year since i last posted here about puking to stop doing it. I didn't really comprehend that i had been doing it for so long till i just read what i wrote.

It's been 7 weeks now since i puked. Stopping the puking has a funny side effect. I stopped bingeing. When you can't puke it stops you from allowing yourself to get uncomfortably full. That part is a little scary for me. Everyone gets a little too full once in a blue moon. If i get like that the urge to puke is huge. So i'm careful not to get too full these days.

It's been a long time..

but i need somewhere to write. I don't want to put this stuff on paper. I'm already stressed by the journals i have laying around the house but won't throw away and I don't want to write somewhere where people know me. So... instead of starting yet another blog somewhere i thought here was as good a place as any.

The only problem is... i'm not the same person i was when i started this blog.

Oh well... i suppose it will always be a part of me.